第十三章

    任世晏走进酒店大堂，便看到女儿向他招手。去看看小说网 www.7kaNKan.com。

    他今年52岁，依旧身材修长有型，风度翩翩，十分引人注目。他与任苒已经大半年没有见面，眼前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D6%D1%54%9A%AA%D%60">女儿仍然清瘦，可是看上去精神不错，完全不同于自从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%09%D1%B1%01%95%D6%40">出车祸后，他数次去北京探望<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0%D6%2D%F7%95%DB%30">，每次见面时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CC%D0%5%B1%95%DB%50">目光游离不定、神思恍惚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BC%D3%0A%7%AA%B%40">样子，让任世晏颇有几分意外。@无限好文，尽在晋江文学城

    任苒对父亲介绍身边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C1%D0%8D%17%AA%B%70">年轻男子：“爸爸，这位是田君培律师。”

    任苒有着与父亲相似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B4%D4%95%68%AA%6%30">面部轮廓，他们站在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9B%DC%5C%B1%88%2%80">起，旁人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D%D7%02%6F%88%2%30">眼便能看出父女血缘关系。不知怎么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%45%D%16%B2%AA%D%90">，这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D8%D4%11%0B%88%F%00">点让田君培似乎觉得，任苒并没他最初想象<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6D%D6%D%42%AA%D%10">那样来历神秘，行踪飘忽不定。

    “任教授，您好。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%72%D5%23%B4%B8%F3%30">拜读过您所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3%DF%86%B2%AA%6%80">著作，以前还在北京听过您<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B4%D1%3F%4C%AA%D%60">讲座，很期待您参与<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9C%D%1D%65%AA%D%90">公司法修改意见早日出台。”

    任世晏当然早已见惯此类恭维，可是他清楚知道女儿近<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A%DD%C7%47%88%DA%90">年多深居简出与世隔绝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B7%D5%3A%06%AA%B%20">生活状态，完全没想到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F0%D4%80%73%95%3%10">在这个城市会有认识<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B%D3%7%D8%AA%B%40">人。他与田君培握手，不免上下打量<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C6%DD%40%2A%88%DA%90">下他，笑道：“难得已经执业<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1B%D7%21%C0%AA%B%00">律师会关注这样纯理论性<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%45%D0%F9%3%AA%B%70">研讨。”

    “爸爸，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FA%DC%68%8F%8D%C2%80">先上去放行李，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%57%DF%AD%7A%B8%CB%90">在下面等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%49%D7%18%28%8D%C2%30">。”

    任世晏答应<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%23%D7%CF%CF%88%2%30">下，对田君培道声“失陪”，先上了楼。

    田君培便对任苒说：“任小姐，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BB%DF%4C%72%B8%CB%90">不打扰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1D%D0%FF%5%8D%CF%40">们父女会面，先走<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%79%D2%68%5%88%DA%60">步，不过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%30%D0%D8%94%8D%CF%40"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%63%D5%57%8F%AA%B%20">手机停机了，以后怎么联络<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%07%D5%A7%F7%8D%FA%10">？”@无限好文，尽在晋江文学城

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%85%DF%7%43%B8%CB%90">会在汉江市住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%47%D3%DD%43%88%F%70">段时间，换了本地<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B9%D6%2C%2F%AA%D%10">号码。”任苒将号码告诉了他。

    “任小姐不回老家了吗？”

    任苒对他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%00%D7%D7%27%AA%B%00">探问有些意外，不过仍然笑笑，“突然对这个城市有了亲切感，不过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D2%D1%55%95%B8%F%70">爸爸大概会很意外。”

    田君培点点头：“有时候喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AD%D2%5%88%88%DA%60">个地方<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D0%D0%9A%F7%AA%B%70">确不需要理由。再见。”

    田君培走后，任世晏很快下来。

    “田律师呢？”

    “他有事先走了。”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%92%D7%9%3%8D%C2%30">们认识多久了？”

    “刚认识，不算熟。”

    “陈总在Z市待了近<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%20%D5%65%3A%88%DA%10">周才走，”他直截了当地告诉女儿，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%02%D1%B8%5D%8D%C2%50">是在躲他，才不肯回去吗？”

    任苒摇摇头：“爸爸，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FD%D7%A6%A9%B8%CB%10">给他发了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D1%DD%6D%29%88%DA%90">份邮件，告诉他不用再找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F%D2%75%23%B8%F%40">，他应该是接受了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AA%DF%97%7A%B8%CB%90"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0B%DF%3A%CA%AA%6%80">解释。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9B%D5%B2%45%B8%F3%30">目前暂时不打算回Z市，已经托中介找好了房子，前天刚搬过去，准备在这里住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BF%D4%48%4B%88%F%00">段时间。”

    任世晏疑惑地看着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%18%D4%60%14%95%3%10">，“小苒，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0%DF%A0%F8%B8%CB%90"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%10%DC%0F%9B%88%2%80">直以为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A%D6%0A%3B%8D%CF%20">不喜欢这个城市。”

    “这里不错，房租不到北京<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C8%D0%1C%60%AA%B%70">三分之<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A9%DD%79%89%88%DA%90">，物价低，节奏悠闲，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F%DF%A%2%B8%CB%90">做兼职翻译，有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%52%DC%77%C4%88%2%80">点儿收入，接下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FC%D5%86%1C%B8%F3%30">打算再找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0F%D4%99%94%88%F%00">份工作，维持生活没问题。”

    如此正常<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B%D2%A7%AD%AA%6%50">生活状态却让任世晏更加不安，他注视着女儿，欲言又止，任苒完全知道他在担心什么，“走吧，去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A5%D0%14%04%B8%CB%60">住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0A%D%B9%0B%AA%D%90">地方吃饭。”

    任苒将任世晏接到了靠近华清街不远处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5A%D5%A3%0B%95%D6%00">刚租下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8A%D3%04%F0%AA%B%40">房子。这是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CC%DD%CC%8F%88%DA%90">个由几栋高层公寓组成<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3%DF%30%0%AA%6%80">小区，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%96%DC%CD%0%95%3%90">租了位于28楼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6F%D5%0%D7%AA%B%20"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%31%D1%D8%11%88%2%50">套<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%91%D0%D7%BA%88%F%40">居室房子，装修简洁，设施十分齐全。

    搬进来没几天，任苒已经收拾得井井有条，除了购置生活用品外，还买了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1B%D7%08%5%88%2%30">点小装饰品。茶几上摆着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2%D0%37%79%88%F%40">个透明<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F6%D1%CA%DA%AA%D%60">浅口水晶碗，里面放了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%17%D4%F9%5%88%F%00">大捧带着绿叶<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%55%D0%10%F1%AA%B%70">栀子花，洁白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%05%D6%%B5%AA%D%10">花瓣上沾着水珠舒展着，散发出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%75%D4%2A%11%88%F%00">阵阵怡人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0C%D7%06%2%AA%B%00">清香。可是到底看得出客居<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%27%D5%3%A3%AA%B%20">简单将就，任世晏想到女儿从前在Z市时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F%D5%5%39%AA%B%20">房间，被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%%D3%15%9F%95%3%60">母亲布置得精致舒适，心里不能不有些难过。

    任苒早就采购好了食物，煲好了汤，很快便准备了三菜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%19%D2%72%F7%88%DA%60">汤摆上小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A7%D4%B6%7A%AA%6%30">玻璃餐桌，父女俩对坐着，任世晏吃得赞不绝口。

    吃完饭后，任苒到阳台上，指点着给父亲看，“小区封闭管理，物业不错，那边步行十分钟是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4C%D2%AF%54%88%DA%60">个公园，环境很幽静，适合散步。穿过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7D%D3%76%72%88%F%70">条街就有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4%D7%8D%F4%88%2%30">个大超市，购物也很方便。”

    任世晏仍然无法放心下来。

    “小苒，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%39%D7%03%5%8D%C2%30">和陈华……究竟发生了什么事？为什么突然离开北京？”

    任苒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8A%DF%D4%DB%AA%6%80">手在空中停滞了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7C%DD%75%63%88%DA%90">下，收回来掠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B8%D3%8C%6F%88%F%70">下头发，“爸爸，过去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%34%DD%CB%C%88%DA%90">年多，他很照顾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8%DF%8D%D6%B8%CB%90">，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9B%D7%A6%66%B8%CB%10">不可能<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6B%D3%B5%9C%88%F%70">辈子让他那么照顾下去。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5C%D4%8%56%B8%F%20">早就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FA%DD%C%00%88%DA%90">个成年人，任性那么长时间，已经很过份，现在是时候好好生活了。”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%60%D3%31%C5%B8%F3%50">看得出来，他是爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%92%D2%82%20%8D%FA%60"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4F%D7%39%4C%AA%B%00">。”

    “爸——”任苒呵呵笑了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C1%DC%B0%8C%88%2%80">声，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%34%DD%8%D8%8D%FA%90">忘了吗？以前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F6%D3%8C%93%B8%F3%50">离家出走，跟他同居。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%67%D1%60%2B%8D%C2%50">到广州劝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%93%DF%54%8D%B8%CB%90">回家时对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2D%D6%99%4%B8%F%00">说，祁家骢并不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C5%DD%6F%13%88%DA%90">定爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2D%D%C3%18%B8%F3%80">。虽然他现在叫陈华，不过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%43%D0%D8%49%8D%CF%40">应该跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BC%D%D5%13%B8%F3%80"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3D%D2%15%3D%88%DA%60">样清楚，他还是他。”

    任世晏没料到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9B%D2%AF%70%95%D6%70">提起如此遥远<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AD%D2%F9%C3%AA%6%50">往事反驳他，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B8%D1%73%F7%88%2%50">时竟然无言以对。

    “进去坐吧，外面太热。”

    任苒关上阳台门，请父亲坐下，给他端来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B5%D0%DD%D6%88%F%40">杯茶，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4A%D6%B4%0%B8%F%00">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%21%D4%BB%60%8D%CF%00">总想有个人爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AF%D4%5C%70%B8%F%20">，好好照顾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F7%DF%F8%D1%B8%CB%90">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9C%D3%83%B7%8D%CF%70">才能放心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%05%D3%1%A4%B8%F3%50"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5%D7%3A%32%88%2%30">点。没事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%60%D5%B5%0B%AA%B%20">，爸爸，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BB%D3%FF%47%B8%F3%50"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B5%D5%2%4A%88%DA%10">个人生活也能照顾好自己。”

    任世晏叹口气：“这么多年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%47%D6%AB%B9%B8%F%00">并没有尽到做父亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BD%D%A1%B0%AA%D%90">责任，从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%89%D5%D7%6B%8D%FA%10">去澳洲留学开始，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%27%D1%79%66%8D%C2%50">就是在自己照顾自己。去年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4A%D7%1A%8D%8D%C2%30">出了那么大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%56%D7%AF%66%AA%B%00">车祸，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3D%D%33%91%B8%F3%80">本该把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FD%D3%9B%09%8D%CF%70">接回身边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0A%D2%8D%B2%AA%6%50">。不过，当时方平跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A1%DF%4B%D5%B8%CB%90">……有了很大矛盾，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D3%D3%B5%DA%B8%F3%50">怕把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B0%DD%D4%A4%8D%FA%90">接回Z市后，反而会干扰到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%82%D2%3C%58%8D%FA%60"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%78%D7%13%40%AA%B%00">治疗，只好把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%70%D2%0D%DA%8D%FA%60">留在北京，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9A%D7%9%3A%8D%C2%30">不怪爸爸吧。”

    任苒没料到父亲会直接讲起他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%72%D4%0%56%AA%6%30">第二次婚姻出现问题，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%92%D0%DC%DF%95%DB%50">摇摇头，迟疑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1C%D6%95%A1%88%F%20">下才说：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7A%D0%BB%12%B8%CB%60">不是已经好了吗？别说那些事了，爸爸。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5%D1%11%14%8D%C2%50">和季律师……”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3B%D1%1%1%B8%F%70">们相处得很不好。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F0%D6%B8%A8%B8%F%00">甚至跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F0%D1%01%67%95%D6%40">提出，与其这样下去，不如离婚。但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A2%D2%62%57%95%D6%70">不同意。”

    任苒并不祝福父亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%09%DF%F7%F1%AA%6%80">第二次婚姻，可也从来没希望过他们婚姻破裂，“既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%61%DD%12%CB%95%DB%80">还重视婚姻，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%27%D4%36%D1%8D%CF%00">们还是尽量好好沟通吧。”

    “沟通？”任世晏摇头，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%09%D1%89%38%B8%F%70">们之间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%02%D1%F1%97%AA%D%60">沟通总能演变成争吵，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F7%D5%D%1D%95%D6%00">说除非<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C8%D3%1%02%B8%F3%50">把祖宅过户给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%83%DC%4%B7%95%3%90">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D9%DC%0F%52%95%3%90">才相信<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%26%D4%32%C4%B8%F%20">有维持婚姻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FC%DF%A0%43%AA%6%80">诚意；如果要离婚，也得把那所房子给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%68%D1%A8%6C%95%D6%40">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%26%D5%82%83%95%D6%00">才可能同意。还怎么沟通得下去？”

    任苒大吃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%61%D7%B9%38%88%2%30">惊，怔怔地看着父亲。

    “那当然是不可能<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A3%D5%D8%BA%AA%B%20">事。房子是任家几代传下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AF%DF%07%52%AA%6%80">产业，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%79%D4%73%45%B8%F%20">早说过要把它过户给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%60%D5%6B%48%8D%FA%10">，不可能给别人。不过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2A%D5%3F%F5%8D%FA%10">留学出去时，那里正面临重新规划，冻结了过户手续。后来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D6%D0%F4%2B%8D%CF%40">回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%80%D3%91%4F%AB%7%60">了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%46%D2%85%60%B8%F%40">每<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B5%DD%2B%A2%88%DA%90">次准备叫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0%D7%A%05%8D%C2%30">回来办手续，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6D%D3%88%A%95%3%60">都认为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%47%D%07%93%B8%F3%80">是蓄谋转移财产，必定要跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%34%D2%FA%31%B8%F%40">吵闹不休，这件事就<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F1%DD%08%56%88%DA%90">直耽搁了下来。”

    任苒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CD%D0%05%87%AA%B%70">确向父亲提出过要求，就算他结婚，也不可以带季方平住进家里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F8%D5%B9%92%AA%B%20">祖宅，不过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7D%DC%55%D5%95%3%90">根本不是从财产角度考虑，而是单纯不能忍受曾破坏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%45%D2%C9%A3%95%D6%70">母亲幸福<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%45%D4%6F%6C%AA%6%30">女人占据他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A5%D2%A1%57%88%DA%60">家人幸福生活过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6%D0%03%2F%AA%B%70">地方。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6B%D1%BB%70%95%D6%40">没想到这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D2%D3%3C%6%88%F%70">点成为他们夫妻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%62%D6%8A%27%AA%D%10">矛盾焦点，此时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%86%D6%0C%D3%95%DB%30">有些不知道说什么才好。

    “小苒，这事跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DB%D6%38%A5%8D%CF%20">完全没关系。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DB%D7%12%A4%B8%CB%10">和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C7%D5%72%0C%95%D6%00"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7%D%F2%53%AA%D%90">婚姻，从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C%D4%38%C8%88%F%00">开始就有很多问题，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%72%D1%%0C%B8%F%70">愿意息事宁人，主动去把眼下住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4%D%09%D5%AA%D%90">房子写成了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A2%D3%BA%27%95%3%60"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6F%D%C3%39%AA%D%90">名字，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%78%D1%40%44%95%D6%40">还是不干。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4%DC%BC%5B%95%3%90">揪住祖宅不放，只是借题发挥而已。”

    “那现在怎么办？”

    “要不是不想弄得满城风雨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7D%D5%D8%1D%B8%F3%30">早就分居图个清静了。”

    任苒知道，父亲现在担任着Z大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F0%D3%0%7B%AA%B%40">法学院长职务，又是全<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%24%D4%80%05%AB%7%10">政协委员，名声早已经不限于专业领域。以前他在没担任要职时就曾传出婚外情，不得不远走他乡避风头。如果在年过五旬以后，第二次婚姻破裂，对他名誉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CA%D5%CD%97%AA%B%20">损害不可小觑。

    <img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3%D6%6%9A%95%DB%30">只能苦笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%96%D1%89%5A%8D%C2%50">们……婚外都恋爱了八年之久，好容易才结婚，怎么婚姻反而这么不稳固。”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%%D5%F1%A4%B8%F3%30">这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%49%D1%C6%B5%88%2%50">生，在感情问题上十分失败。”任世晏如同在法庭上总结陈词<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%74%D1%13%AC%88%2%50">般，给自己下了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C3%DD%B8%19%88%DA%90">个结论。“所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%10%D6%4D%07%B8%F%00">更希望<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1A%DD%06%A4%8D%FA%90">能幸福，小苒。”

    “幸福？”任苒重复着这个词，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%69%D1%B1%47%B8%F%70"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%69%D5%DA%AA%AA%B%20">愿望没那么奢侈，能够尽量过得开心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8B%D2%6%2D%88%DA%60">点，充实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D%D3%40%D0%88%F%70">点就可以了。”

    “小苒，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%85%D%50%C9%B8%F3%80">带来了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%55%DC%F3%75%88%2%80">些东西给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A%D6%BC%B0%8D%CF%20">，都是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7%D0%38%B8%8D%CF%40">妈妈留下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%23%D5%81%AF%AA%B%20">。”

    任世晏打开公文包，取出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%34%D0%94%33%88%F%40">个陈旧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%14%D3%9C%99%AA%B%40">木制首饰盒。他先打开首饰盒，先取出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0B%D3%53%40%88%F%70">枚金戒指，戒面镌着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%30%D3%8F%71%88%F%70">个福字，“这是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A1%D1%A1%5F%8D%C2%50">奶奶戴过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7%D4%95%CF%AA%6%30">戒指，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3B%DF%30%F0%B8%CB%90">跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%64%DC%4B%91%8D%C2%80">妈妈领结婚证后，奶奶把这个给了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D3%DD%88%C6%95%DB%80">。以前大家都不讲究买结婚戒指，这个能算吧。”

    任苒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%53%DC%07%1%88%2%80">下记起，在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C8%D2%BA%5F%95%D6%70">家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D3%D4%59%CB%AA%6%30">祖宅里，季方平曾得意地对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%13%D4%38%CC%95%3%10">举起左手，亮出无名指上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%45%D3%99%3D%AA%B%40"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%52%D1%F6%21%88%2%50">枚钻戒，告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%81%D3%07%82%95%3%60">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DD%D2%62%DB%95%D6%70"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7C%D3%1F%53%AA%B%40">父亲已经向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7D%D1%C3%8A%95%D6%40">求婚。那个景象刺激得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C3%D5%D3%5B%95%D6%00">险些做出前所未有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%78%D0%48%83%AA%B%70">暴烈举动，将当时怀了身孕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C5%D2%9%7C%AA%6%50">季方平推下楼去。现在想起来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B6%D7%72%DD%95%D6%20">心底仍有痛楚，伸手触<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%18%DD%26%91%88%DA%90">下那枚金戒指，什么也没说。

    任世晏再取出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8B%D7%68%C9%88%2%30">串施华诺世奇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%34%D6%C6%4%AA%D%10">水晶项链，细细<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%01%D3%B1%F0%AA%B%40">白色金属链子上悬着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%23%D4%44%5A%88%F%00">个棱柱状蓝色水晶，周围镶了碎钻，“这是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%45%D6%04%65%B8%F%00">第<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B7%D7%47%3%88%2%30">次去香港时，在机场免税店给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C3%D7%3C%83%8D%C2%30">妈妈买<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%94%D4%85%6%AA%6%30">。当时手头太拮据，只买得起这种人造水晶，不过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A7%DC%CA%0D%8D%C2%80">妈妈很喜欢。”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%42%D2%4A%00%B8%F%40">记得妈妈经常戴这条项链，”任苒几乎想跟小时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7A%D5%A0%F8%88%DA%10">样咬上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%36%DD%14%98%88%DA%90">口，体验长存于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C%D5%B2%4%95%D6%00">记忆这中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8B%D0%1D%30%AA%B%70">那份冰凉坚硬感觉。可是那样大概会吓坏爸爸，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%00%DD%B3%92%95%DB%80">只能摩挲着延长链坠子上那个小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BB%D3%B3%10%AA%B%40">天鹅标志，“小时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A9%D1%81%5B%B8%F%70">喜欢扯着玩，妈妈总是嘱咐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%04%D3%10%8D%B8%F3%50">要轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2%D5%AB%55%88%DA%10">点。”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%44%D3%DB%FF%95%3%60">不穿耳洞，平时最多戴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5F%DD%CA%96%88%DA%90">条项链。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D1%DD%52%9F%95%DB%80">说这条项链最好配夏天穿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%17%D6%D5%FF%AA%D%10">裙子，后来这里掉了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B1%D2%8%57%88%DA%60">粒水钻，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FC%DC%4C%B2%95%3%90">心疼了好久。”

    那个小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%41%D%A9%98%AA%D%90">缺失处在天鹅标志<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6%D0%F9%24%AA%B%70">尾部，并不显眼，如果不是任世晏指给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A3%D6%C1%3D%95%DB%30">看，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1D%D1%0%D7%95%D6%40">不会注意到。

    “这大概是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6C%D3%5F%38%B8%F3%50">送给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%03%D0%1C%88%95%DB%50">最贵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%20%D%93%6%AA%D%90"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AC%D3%4A%1D%88%F%70">件礼物，拿第<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3B%DC%45%16%88%2%80">本书<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A4%D7%67%53%AA%B%00">稿费给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%20%DC%A9%8C%95%3%90">买<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8%D5%06%0%AA%B%20">，”任世晏又拿出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8%D2%F7%A5%88%DA%60">个黄金手镯递给任苒。这手镯放在掌心沉甸甸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%37%D3%9A%01%AA%B%40">，份量不算轻，上面镂刻着工艺复杂而精巧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5%DF%79%20%AA%6%80">龙凤呈祥图案，“那个时候只流行24K黄金，买回来后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%50%D5%9%A3%95%D6%00">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B%D6%4%48%95%DB%30">喜欢，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AA%D1%B0%8A%B8%F%70">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2%D0%57%78%95%DB%50">觉得这东西又贵又俗气，几乎从来没见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%10%D4%3B%6%95%3%10">戴过。”

    任苒确实没法将这个手镯跟妈妈联络起来。

    任世晏喟然叹道：“想想看，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8A%D6%D6%2F%8D%CF%20">妈妈没对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%05%D4%64%81%B8%F%20">提过要求，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B5%D3%5B%49%B8%F3%50">给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A2%D5%4B%CF%95%D6%00"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%55%D2%D6%%AA%6%50">实在太少。”

    “妈妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8F%D6%2C%A2%88%F%20">向不在乎这些物质方面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DB%D4%16%66%AA%6%30">东西，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%89%D1%83%38%95%D6%40">……”

    任苒蓦地打住。当然，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2%D2%02%64%95%D6%70">母亲最在乎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D4%DF%F6%D%AA%6%80">是感情，是家庭。可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%33%D3%88%33%95%3%60">离世时，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6%D4%85%98%95%3%10">努力维系<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B7%D0%10%57%AA%B%70">家庭只保持着名义上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A0%D3%F%28%AA%B%40">完整，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%95%D6%51%A9%95%DB%30"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B8%D3%BB%F3%AA%B%40">婚姻百孔千疮。想到这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%55%D0%2A%DC%88%F%40">点，任苒眼底顿时酸涩难当。

    “怎么突然想起拿这些给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%17%D2%28%35%B8%F%40">看？”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F7%DD%83%8F%8D%FA%90">妈妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%95%DF%69%44%AA%6%80">遗物，由<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8B%D0%14%D8%8D%CF%40">来保存最合适。” 任世晏合上首饰盒，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%77%D%06%78%B8%F3%80">对不起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2%D3%27%65%95%3%60">，也不对起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A7%D4%49%FF%8D%CF%00">。小苒，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%23%D6%07%C5%8D%CF%20">再怎么恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4A%D4%F4%F9%B8%F%20">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0%DF%59%D%B8%CB%90">都无话可说。”

    <img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%85%DD%64%17%95%DB%80">怎么还可能恨他？眼前坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4B%D%FD%D3%AA%D%90">这个男人是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%03%D2%8B%2A%95%D6%70">在世上唯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F0%D1%7C%D9%88%2%50"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%70%D0%04%94%AA%B%70">亲人，虽然仍腰背笔直，风采不减，却也初现苍老之态，鬓边有了丝丝白发，婚姻面临失败。任苒无法再去质问、责备他，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FC%D3%B3%0B%95%3%60">伸手接过首饰盒，郑重地说：“爸爸，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C1%D4%38%28%B8%F%20">会好好保管这些东西<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%38%D5%DF%5B%AA%B%20">。”

    “以前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0D%D4%2A%20%8D%CF%00">问到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B6%DF%88%B4%B8%CB%90">为什么要背叛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%91%D7%BC%A%8D%C2%30">妈妈，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C3%D6%23%F7%B8%F%00">说过等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D0%D7%D3%C5%8D%C2%30">长大了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%89%DD%89%87%8D%FA%90">才会理解感情这件事很复杂。”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%43%D3%41%87%B8%F3%50">想过很久，爸爸。比如感情为什么会有变化，婚姻为什么不能永恒……听着很幼稚是不是？不过当时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B6%DF%81%6D%AA%6%80">感觉就是不把这些问题弄明白，简直就没法好好活下去。后来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%60%D3%35%A5%B8%F3%50">跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%38%D6%CD%04%8D%CF%20">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F8%D7%27%7%AA%B%00"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A6%D0%BA%31%88%F%40">样，长大了，只能接受这世界不是非黑即白，感情也不是非此即彼。不知道这算不算理解了感情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%61%D7%05%D3%AA%B%00">复杂程度。”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DD%D5%7B%2B%8D%FA%10">妈妈是无可挑剔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%71%D4%C1%22%AA%6%30">好妻子、好母亲，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%19%D4%3B%C4%95%3%10">温柔、贤淑，有牺牲精神，放弃了自己在事业上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1C%D4%AC%F%AA%6%30">追求，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%84%D5%52%B7%88%DA%10">心支持<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B%D0%59%0C%B8%CB%60">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%79%D4%9A%56%B8%F%20">没跟其他同学<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CC%DC%31%21%88%2%80">样，去当执业律师挣钱养家，也没有在教书之余去做兼职律师赚外快让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C0%D4%05%5B%95%3%10">过更舒服<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A8%D5%83%DD%AA%B%20">生活，而是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%94%DC%8C%BA%88%2%80">直做清贫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C6%D4%90%28%AA%6%30">理论研究工作，在当时经商气息那么浓厚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%76%D0%B2%C9%AA%B%70">南方，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CC%D4%05%FB%B8%F%20"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%27%D0%7B%08%AA%B%70">收入算少得可怜，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F0%D0%23%56%95%DB%50">从来没抱怨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%26%D7%B4%AD%B8%CB%10">不记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%66%D0%7%94%95%DB%50">曾苛求过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%33%D7%A4%74%B8%CB%10">任何<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7F%DD%CD%22%88%DA%90">件事。”

    可是这样也没能阻止<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9A%D2%66%80%8D%FA%60">开始长达八年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7A%D1%D0%47%AA%D%60">婚外恋。

    任苒矛盾地看着父亲，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D%D6%CA%CD%95%DB%30"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%60%D2%50%3C%88%DA%60">时弄不清楚，自己到底是想听父亲讲下去，对母亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B6%D4%D0%4F%AA%6%30">生活了解得多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2%DD%60%BC%88%DA%90">点；还是想回避揭开伤口，以免知道更多真相，换来更多心痛。

    任世晏陷入回忆之中。

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A9%D2%68%44%B8%F%40">跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FC%D7%F3%19%8D%C2%30">妈妈结婚以后，过了很长时间清贫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7%D6%46%14%AA%D%10">生活，不过也很幸福。后来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B9%D0%F%10%B8%CB%60">们有了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C%D1%0F%66%8D%C2%50">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D8%D4%30%46%B8%F%20">在学术上取得了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%24%D3%86%C9%88%F%70">点成绩。当时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D6%D1%8%B8%B8%F%70">十分满足，有时候甚至会想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D2%D4%B%D8%B8%F%20">何德何能，配得上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3D%DC%70%D0%95%3%90">这样全心全意对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B2%D2%52%28%B8%F%40">付出。”

    难道真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%56%D1%0%31%AA%D%60">像有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8%D0%BB%CB%AA%B%70">精神分析理论所说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%56%DF%DC%7D%AA%6%80">那样，面对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%91%DC%24%7%88%2%80">个无可挑剔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%68%D5%B5%6A%AA%B%20">女人，男人会有道德上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%54%D2%3%BF%AA%6%50">焦虑感，所以会选择出轨减压——任苒这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8A%D4%80%96%88%F%00">年多读<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7C%D5%1D%6F%AA%B%20">心理学方面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%53%DF%65%D7%AA%6%80">专著实在不少，心里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C%D4%1C%22%88%F%00">下闪过这个念头，然而，套用这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%00%D0%5F%12%AA%B%70">理论分析父母<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A8%DF%F1%6B%AA%6%80">感情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8A%D3%F3%2%95%3%60">马上有强烈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3A%DF%1F%F7%AA%6%80">不适，不愿意再想下去。

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9%D0%72%CD%B8%CB%60">想过要尽力回报<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8%D7%9D%42%95%D6%20">，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8%D4%B3%31%95%3%10">觉得所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%54%D1%7C%99%AA%D%60">付出都是值得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7A%D%CC%D4%AA%D%90">。不过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%21%DF%16%67%B8%CB%90">到底只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2D%D5%40%CC%88%DA%10">个自私<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%56%D2%1F%64%AA%6%50">男人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F4%D2%BF%CA%AA%6%50">确并不配<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B5%D1%46%64%95%D6%40">那样对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%59%D0%B4%8%B8%CB%60">。人到中年，最初只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A%D3%36%B%88%F%70">念之差，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B6%D5%D5%4D%B8%F3%30">放纵了自己，后来……就渐渐难以摆脱，甚至习以为常了。”

    “爸爸，”任苒紧盯着任世晏，哑着嗓子说，“为什么要跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8%D7%7B%A0%B8%CB%10">讲这些？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9B%DD%96%07%8D%FA%90">是想让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%69%D6%D%A5%B8%F%00">理解，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%18%D2%33%3B%B8%F%40">妈妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B4%D0%A9%90%AA%B%70">错误就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0%DC%BC%D9%95%3%90">用<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B3%DD%D0%6%95%DB%80"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%60%D1%0D%41%AA%D%60"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7%D3%19%7%88%F%70">无所求侵扰了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%80%D3%82%83%8D%CF%70">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%81%D6%FB%2%8D%CF%20">不能相应回报<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D1%D6%6A%82%95%DB%30">，于是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%38%D7%F9%7B%8D%C2%30">有欠债<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%27%D4%98%5B%88%F%00">样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5%DF%63%21%AA%6%80">负疚与罪恶感，索性<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0B%D5%39%B5%88%DA%10">步步变得更坏、走得更远来平衡内心，并且试探<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C9%D5%6D%C1%95%D6%00">能包容<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%64%DD%F7%22%8D%FA%90">到什么程度吗？”

    “不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BC%D4%96%1%8D%CF%00">想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2%D0%0D%65%AA%B%70">这样，小苒，爸爸今天不是来忏悔，或者推卸责任<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B6%D4%C1%64%AA%6%30">。”任世晏并不回避女儿目光，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F4%D3%30%56%B8%F3%50">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%68%D0%BF%CC%8D%CF%40">对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4F%D3%F3%D7%8D%CF%70">妈妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FC%D3%9B%84%AA%B%40">感情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%35%DF%B%3D%B8%CB%90">已经彻底辜负了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F%D2%98%90%95%D6%70">，无可挽回，没资格求得谅解，怎么可能在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C4%DD%1F%31%8D%FA%90">面前诋毁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0F%DD%F2%58%95%DB%80">？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%10%D1%6F%B8%95%D6%40">最放心不下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%76%D3%43%D5%AA%B%40">就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2A%D6%F3%DD%8D%CF%20">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0D%D%09%7C%B8%F3%80">只是要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BB%D3%48%1D%8D%CF%70">知道，所有这些都不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%85%D5%B%A5%8D%FA%10"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7B%D3%87%A0%AA%B%40">错，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D%D1%58%80%B8%F%70">不想让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C%D4%DA%41%8D%CF%00">生活在往事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1D%D0%75%F%AA%B%70">阴影里。”

    “可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D0%D6%5%39%95%DB%30"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%34%D0%54%0C%AA%B%70">牺牲有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5A%D0%78%5B%88%F%40">部分是为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5A%D4%F1%83%B8%F%20">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AA%D7%53%F8%B8%CB%10">知道这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5%D7%56%80%88%2%30">点，就不可能不负疚。”

    “不，这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%13%D0%82%2B%88%F%40">点<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B0%D3%17%B3%8D%CF%70">不需要自责，当年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8B%D5%1%03%8D%FA%10">妈妈知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4C%D4%92%37%B8%F%20">和季方平<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%12%D5%87%35%AA%B%20">事后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F7%D1%B3%81%95%D6%40">很愤怒。”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%44%DC%B%7B%95%3%90">是害怕婚姻破裂伤害<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%74%D2%17%93%B8%F%40">，就忍了下去吗？”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%00%D2%17%36%95%D6%70">并没有隐忍，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%80%D2%DA%95%95%D6%70">只是不愿意在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%60%DD%D2%97%8D%FA%90">面前争吵。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%42%D1%B5%1C%B8%F%70">头<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C1%D5%AD%46%88%DA%10">次看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%24%D7%B0%1A%95%D6%20">爆发了，摔了厨房里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B8%D4%1A%D4%AA%6%30"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%90%D3%02%2A%88%F%70">套餐具，打了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C8%D7%2B%0D%B8%CB%10"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B2%D4%81%D3%88%F%00">记耳光。”

    任苒完全呆住，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%69%D7%6D%9C%95%D6%20">想象不到母亲会有这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%80%D5%54%6%AA%B%20">时刻，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%90%D5%5%BB%95%D6%00">却<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%17%DD%7A%7D%88%DA%90">无所知。@无限好文，尽在晋江文学城

    “冷静下来以后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D5%D5%1F%6C%B8%F3%30">们商量过离婚，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%77%D4%48%FC%95%3%10">只要求<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%55%D6%F1%7F%8D%CF%20"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%43%D%37%4%AA%D%90">抚养权，但先反悔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AD%D0%70%3B%AA%B%70">那个人是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3A%DF%3%1C%B8%CB%90">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%05%DF%28%A6%B8%CB%90">舍不得放弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%35%D6%0B%7D%95%DB%30"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F3%D0%91%F9%AA%B%70">好，也舍不得放弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D0%D7%AB%1F%8D%C2%30">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3C%DF%5D%8%B8%CB%90">求<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%97%DC%0%15%95%3%90">原谅，再给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%91%D1%65%7A%B8%F%70"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%23%D4%C3%75%88%F%00">次机会。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%09%D7%2%16%95%D6%20">犹豫了很长时间，还是同意了。可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%78%D5%98%BD%B8%F3%30">看得出来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7%D6%19%77%95%DB%30">再没有快乐起来。”

    任苒想，要原谅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5%DC%98%57%88%2%80">个出轨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F6%D5%B7%8B%AA%B%20">丈夫，需要多强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%62%D1%4D%F1%AA%D%60">意志能力，又怎么可能轻易快乐起来。

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%22%D3%3A%B2%95%3%60">唯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%83%D6%A4%9%88%F%20"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%47%D3%3C%DB%AA%B%40">错误是对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%47%DF%DD%D9%B8%CB%90">太宽容，委屈自己给了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2%D7%8A%B6%B8%CB%10">机会。后来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3F%D4%D2%CB%95%3%10">病了，竟然瞒着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B9%D1%D4%3A%B8%F%70">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8B%D7%76%87%88%2%30">个人悄悄去做检查，拿到检查结果，马上再次跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%30%D1%48%7C%B8%F%70">提出离婚。”

    任苒屏住了呼吸。任世晏拿着茶杯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%15%D6%7D%12%AA%D%10">手<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%66%D%A9%6C%AA%D%90">微微颤抖，停了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FD%DD%6B%8%88%DA%90">会儿，他把茶杯放到茶几上，房间里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%61%D7%2D%B1%88%2%30">时安静得可怕，可以清楚听见空调运行<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%79%D5%74%CC%AA%B%20">声音。

    “那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%40%D6%2%BB%88%F%20">段时间，家里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5B%D6%86%FF%AA%D%10">气氛很沉闷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BC%DF%C2%88%B8%CB%90">们都只在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2D%DC%0%%8D%C2%80">面前强颜欢笑。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D6%D0%F1%0B%B8%CB%60">以为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4A%D6%67%2B%95%DB%30">还是不想原谅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%65%D2%CB%20%B8%F%40">，不免想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0B%D5%55%7F%B8%F3%30">已经掉进泥沼里，没权力再要求什么，索性破罐子破摔好了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%55%D3%AD%0A%B8%F3%50">差点就答应了离婚。可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5B%D2%68%60%B8%F%40">不理解，这次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F6%D2%BA%BB%95%D6%70">怎么会愿意将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8D%D6%4%0B%8D%CF%20"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A%D%2A%7F%AA%D%90">抚养权交给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%12%D%57%8%B8%F3%80">。无论<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D7%D0%A1%DD%B8%CB%60">问什么，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A%D2%1C%A0%95%D6%70">都不肯多做解释，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FC%D2%53%C8%B8%F%40">没有无意中看到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C9%DC%FD%03%95%3%90">吃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%95%D0%18%%AA%B%70">药，再去查病历，那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C2%DF%3C%D6%B8%CB%90">就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%41%DC%F3%90%88%2%80">个彻底<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7A%D4%39%0D%AA%6%30">混蛋了。”

    又<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%21%D4%09%F6%88%F%00">阵沉默后，任世晏重新开了口，“当然，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BB%D2%FC%D%B8%F%40">还是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8C%D3%15%16%88%F%70">个混蛋，这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DB%DD%A%36%88%DA%90">点没法改变了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5F%DF%33%D2%B8%CB%90">向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CD%D5%3D%B9%8D%FA%10">妈妈保证会和季方平断绝关系，陪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8B%DD%A5%BC%95%DB%80">好好治疗，求<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3C%D6%0A%40%95%DB%30">不要离婚。”

    “这么说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%57%D0%34%C7%8D%CF%40">并没做到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5B%D5%B1%FF%8D%FA%10"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1A%D0%2%35%AA%B%70">保证。”

    “是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%03%DF%8D%1B%AA%6%80">。有差不多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%53%D5%5%9A%88%DA%10">年时间，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3%D7%61%D4%B8%CB%10">确实没跟季方平来往，不赴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0F%D1%BA%38%95%D6%40"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F2%D4%94%42%AA%6%30">约会，不看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%96%D7%4C%9F%95%D6%20">写来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3D%D0%8B%11%AA%B%70">信，不接<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D6%D4%83%B9%95%3%10"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A8%D6%1A%D%AA%D%10">电话。然后，面对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BF%D2%65%3C%8D%FA%60">妈妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DB%D5%F6%09%AA%B%20">病情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%11%D5%1B%1%B8%F3%30">很苦闷，甚至恐惧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%95%D3%0%3B%88%F%70">切又开始了……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2A%D3%FB%10%B8%F3%50">没什么可辩解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%29%D6%0%6B%AA%D%10">。”

    任苒不由自主地设想着，妈妈是什么时候再度知道这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%01%D4%74%92%88%F%00">事实呢？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0%D6%90%38%95%DB%30"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%63%D3%D4%15%AA%B%40">病势越来越沉重，是不是已经没有余力再去计较丈夫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%29%D0%BB%A4%AA%B%70">背叛？想到母亲病痛中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%93%D3%80%87%AA%B%40">绝望，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8A%D6%A7%A3%95%DB%30">低下头，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FC%D1%BD%C3%88%2%50">时喉头哽咽得说不出话了。

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8%D%9%B7%B8%F3%80">没恶劣到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4D%D0%6C%52%88%F%40">心等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4B%D3%40%BB%8D%CF%70">妈妈去世，这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F8%D7%2F%1D%88%2%30">点<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F9%D1%6D%28%B8%F%70">可以向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0D%D2%5%76%8D%FA%60">保证，小苒。如果可能，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B9%D2%59%08%B8%F%40">甚至愿意拿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A%D1%45%7A%B8%F%70"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%42%D%7A%17%AA%D%90">健康去换回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%84%DC%3A%5B%95%3%90"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FC%D5%B5%3%AA%B%20">生命。”

    “是不是对男人来讲，确实可以做到同时爱两个人，又或者说，性和爱是可以分开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%33%D3%53%32%AA%B%40">？”

    “关于感情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F7%D%2F%85%AA%D%90">问题，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%05%D6%13%94%B8%F%00">还是没办法给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%05%D0%5D%97%8D%CF%40">正确<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%38%D%4%A7%AA%D%90">答案。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DA%D5%B0%C0%B8%F3%30">只能告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FB%DD%B5%F8%8D%FA%90">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%32%D1%09%5B%B8%F%70">不够有担当，看着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8F%D5%AC%72%8D%FA%10">妈妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D%D3%9D%53%88%F%70">天天衰弱下去，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%98%D4%90%09%B8%F%20">很害怕。跟季方平在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3B%D1%2A%C%88%2%50">起，似乎可以放纵自己逃避现实。”

    “妈妈知道后，说了什么？”

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3%D4%88%7C%95%3%10">什么也没说，到最后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CA%D0%74%CF%95%DB%50">看着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C6%D4%AF%9A%B8%F%20"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%86%D%11%61%AA%D%90">眼神甚至是怜悯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6C%D5%B%A9%AA%B%20">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9A%D5%46%25%B8%F3%30">想跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%41%D3%C2%8%95%3%60">悔过，说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C1%D2%10%D9%B8%F%40">再也不会那样了。可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A0%D6%1B%10%B8%F%00">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B9%D4%C0%26%B8%F%20">不配，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%83%D5%7A%5%B8%F3%30">已经如此卑劣，哪里还有资格借着忏悔减轻自己良心上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A3%D5%41%95%AA%B%20">负担。如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C3%D5%71%5A%8D%FA%10">不在旁边，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3F%D6%7%64%95%DB%30">就<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%70%DD%01%A3%88%DA%90">直看书，哪怕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%06%D0%83%4C%B8%CB%60">坐在旁边，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%25%D6%9F%4C%95%DB%30">也不再看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F9%D%2D%B2%B8%F3%80">。”

    任苒当然记得，那段时间，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A8%DD%81%D2%95%DB%80">代妈妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%96%D2%12%8%88%DA%60">次又<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0%D5%A9%45%88%DA%10">次去图书馆，按<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BF%DD%2F%C5%95%DB%80">开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A4%D4%2A%C%AA%6%30">书单借回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B%DC%69%B0%95%3%90">要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%07%D%B3%42%AA%D%90">书。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C4%D3%7A%8%95%3%60">站起身，去卧室拿出那本《远离尘嚣》。任世晏接过去，眼睛中瞬间充满沉重<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%45%D%2C%03%AA%D%90">伤痛，轻轻摩挲着陈旧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3D%DF%F7%DF%AA%6%80">封皮。

    “是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A7%D5%7D%60%AA%B%20">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%51%DC%D7%FF%95%3%90">最后看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7B%D6%7C%BA%AA%D%10">就是这本书。那天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%52%D4%2%14%B8%F%20">在医院，坐在病床边，看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%91%DC%66%4%95%3%90">专注读书，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DC%D0%6B%24%B8%CB%60">再也忍受不下去，夺下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%95%D4%25%4%95%3%10"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DD%D0%C8%66%AA%B%70">书，对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C7%DD%39%F7%95%DB%80">说，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B0%DD%08%4F%95%DB%80">愿意骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5D%D5%B9%9F%B8%F3%30">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%12%D3%55%29%B8%F3%50">会好受<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6B%D7%DD%A5%88%2%30">些。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%40%D3%8%BF%95%3%60">仍然不看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%51%D7%0%CC%B8%CB%10">，闭上眼睛说，可惜中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F%DC%5A%D3%AB%7%90">没有安乐死，不然可以让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%87%D5%CD%53%95%D6%00">让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CA%D7%DD%8A%B8%CB%10">都早些解脱。那是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5F%D1%01%C2%95%D6%40">生病以后，唯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5%D7%3A%D%88%2%30"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%03%D6%2F%F9%88%F%20">次流露出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B4%D1%8%B0%95%D6%40">再也没法忍受折磨了。”

    任苒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D%D2%B8%FB%AA%6%50">双手紧紧扣在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%01%D1%1F%C2%88%2%50">起，关节用力到泛白。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1%D1%76%36%95%D6%40">记忆中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CC%D5%0%2F%AA%B%20">妈妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2B%D1%1C%13%88%2%50">直保持着镇定，从没有抱怨。当然，那只是妈妈努力在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%99%DD%7D%9%95%DB%80">面前表现得轻松，最大限度减轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2F%D7%AD%D1%95%D6%20"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F%D4%C3%66%AA%6%30">恐惧。

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3B%D5%0A%60%95%D6%00">说，不必忏悔了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8A%D4%8D%8C%95%3%10">愿意宽恕、原谅，把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BD%DD%2D%3A%88%DA%90">切带进坟墓，只希望女儿不要既失去妈妈，又失去对爸爸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2%D5%33%DB%AA%B%20">尊重。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AD%D6%35%05%95%DB%30">唯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3%D7%9F%A9%88%2%30">不放心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%89%D6%0%B2%AA%D%10">人是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D2%D6%06%CA%8D%CF%20">。那天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FB%D5%D4%98%95%D6%00">把存折当着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1F%D7%C3%B3%B8%CB%10"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B1%D1%6A%4%AA%D%60">面交给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D7%D6%5D%44%8D%CF%20">时，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B5%D6%51%B2%B8%F%00">知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D1%D7%49%0C%95%D6%20">已经彻底不再信任<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D5%D6%27%0F%B8%F%00">了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%70%D3%DB%42%B8%F3%50">无地自容，后来独自去医院顶楼待了很久，把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%76%D3%83%D1%88%F%70">包烟抽完才下来。”

    哪怕是血肉至亲。他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%23%DD%F1%76%88%DA%90">家三口也受着各自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%65%D3%29%34%AA%B%40">折磨。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6F%DC%BA%52%95%3%90">母亲静静等待着大限到来；<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6%DC%C%3%95%3%90">意识到即将发生什么，恐惧与侥幸交替在脑海中交战；<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0%D1%BB%F8%95%D6%40">父亲受着良心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D8%D1%74%C0%AA%D%60">拷问，无力自拔。这样痛苦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CD%D2%4%4%AA%6%50">回忆，让任苒心情沉重。

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6D%D1%3D%01%95%D6%40">闻到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%13%D6%77%FC%B8%F%00">身上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%37%D1%15%4%AA%D%60">烟味，终于对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%40%D2%71%66%B8%F%40">说了好几天来唯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A2%D1%3B%8C%88%2%50"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BB%D0%96%B4%AA%B%70"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%05%D7%A%34%88%2%30">句话：别再抽烟了，女儿已经快没了妈妈，不能再没父亲。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%31%D7%4B%26%B8%CB%10">对自己说，不管怎么样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9B%D0%5D%3%B8%CB%60">都必须好好照顾好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BA%D7%A3%87%8D%C2%30">，可是，这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5D%DC%2%1A%88%2%80">点<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%%D%05%6%B8%F3%80">也没能做到。”

    任苒再也忍不住，眼泪簌簌而落。

    <img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2F%D6%3A%2D%88%F%20">直以来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%76%DC%BC%06%95%3%90">都认为母亲牺牲自己，隐忍耻辱，接受背叛与伤害，只为给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%89%D1%BD%7B%95%D6%40"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F5%D7%20%D3%88%2%30">个完整<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5A%D%C0%8A%AA%D%90">家和表面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%74%DF%0F%7D%AA%6%80">幸福，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5A%D0%1%D1%95%DB%50">感激母亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%86%D2%24%F%AA%6%50">同时，内心充满了依恋、悔恨与矛盾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%87%D5%56%2F%AA%B%20">愤怒。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7F%D5%96%13%95%D6%00">千百次设想过，妈妈如果选择别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AC%D2%FA%4D%AA%6%50">方式生活会怎么样，有时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%23%D1%2C%68%95%D6%40">甚至觉得，妈妈是把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C5%D1%0F%0%88%2%50">份<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7A%D3%F3%35%95%3%60">承受不起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A6%D4%FD%66%AA%6%30">牺牲强加给了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%51%D2%1D%29%95%D6%70">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%98%D2%61%A9%95%D6%70">为妈妈经历<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%96%D4%90%69%AA%6%30"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7B%D3%B3%06%88%F%70">切感到痛心与不值。

    而这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8F%D0%B2%CB%88%F%40">刻，听完父亲彻底<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B2%D7%D%86%AA%B%00">坦白，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%89%DC%5%0F%95%3%90">终于理解了母亲所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%26%DF%68%AB%AA%6%80">心路历程。

    方菲不仅是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D%D5%45%C0%88%DA%10">个母亲，更是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%56%DD%8%9%88%DA%90">个有血有肉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F5%DF%B4%60%AA%6%80">女人。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B5%D7%F9%5%95%D6%20">有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C6%D4%F%DC%95%3%10"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%3%D4%31%38%AA%6%30">尊严，并没有放弃原则地无条件牺牲。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%75%DC%D2%0%95%3%90">太爱丈夫和女儿，以至于无法断然割舍。也正是这份爱，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%1F%D3%4%D9%95%3%60">选择最大限度保全女儿对父亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2%D2%8%FA%AA%6%50">信任。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%08%D6%59%91%95%DB%30">每<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A7%D6%31%04%88%F%20">步<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D8%D4%9B%9A%AA%6%30">选择，都显示了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2B%D5%63%FB%95%D6%00"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%70%D3%9C%01%AA%B%40">决心、智慧与勇气。

    “只有在真正失去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B7%D2%7F%81%8D%FA%60">妈妈以后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%4B%D0%98%61%B8%CB%60">才知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BB%D6%33%F3%B8%F%00">有多依赖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%28%D7%48%A%95%D6%20">。”

    <img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%05%D3%4D%5%B8%F3%50">也是，直到现在，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0C%D4%D9%0%B8%F%20">仍然怀念<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%54%D7%7A%2%95%D6%20">，任苒在心底说。

    任世晏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%66%D%D%CB%AA%D%90">声音沙哑，“带<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B4%DC%1C%42%8D%C2%80">离开Z市，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%07%D7%9%BA%B8%CB%10">并不完全是顾及自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C5%D4%00%66%AA%6%30">名声。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9%D5%04%B0%8D%FA%10">妈妈希望<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%31%DF%1B%35%B8%CB%90">在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%81%D1%1D%8F%8D%C2%50">面前保留<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B7%DC%4%D7%88%2%80">个完整<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7F%D6%99%4C%AA%D%10">父亲形象，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%97%D3%5%39%B8%F3%50">也想摆脱那段孽情。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F4%D0%F5%5C%B8%CB%60">跟季方平正式告别，不过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B5%D4%92%4%B8%F%20">没想到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%23%D2%57%47%95%D6%70">会放弃工作，跟到汉江市来找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B%D3%09%F6%B8%F3%50">。”

    任苒不愿意再评价季方平<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F6%D%3A%8F%AA%D%90">行为，保持着沉默。

    “<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7A%D4%D1%77%95%3%10">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%90%D4%DA%7F%95%3%10">愿意等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B1%D4%A9%A0%B8%F%20">放下心结，慢慢让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0C%D0%1%02%8D%CF%40">接受<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%8C%D1%23%59%95%D6%40">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FC%D%5%25%B8%F3%80">始终是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%14%D6%76%F3%88%F%20">个自私<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%96%D1%16%06%AA%D%60">男人，明知道最正确<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C%DF%88%8%AA%6%80">选择是彻底拒绝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%72%D0%3%80%95%DB%50">，却没有做到。”

    <img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%51%D3%39%19%95%3%60">不得不问：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A1%D6%12%5%8D%CF%20">爱季方平吗？”

    “季方平也反复问过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%07%D%95%FD%B8%F3%80">这个问题。可是后来讨论这些，已经太晚了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%07%D1%C%63%B8%F%70">们从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%79%DD%5B%B4%88%DA%90">开始就错了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F7%D4%91%5F%95%3%10">放纵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%AA%D3%53%3A%95%3%60"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FA%D5%9%FD%AA%B%20">任性，从26岁时跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%5A%D4%35%AA%B8%F%20">搅在了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%13%D2%D2%F%88%DA%60">起，浪费了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B7%DC%2B%88%95%3%90">大好青春。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%60%D4%F5%F4%B8%F%20">们怀着侥幸心理，以为可以让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B9%D4%7D%42%88%F%00">段错误<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%2D%DF%4%5D%AA%6%80">感情走上正确<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%55%D5%BC%FA%AA%B%20">轨道。不过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%CA%D1%8%31%95%D6%40">跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%DF%D6%66%8C%B8%F%00">都没想到，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%F7%DD%CD%CF%88%DA%90">个辜负了第<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%47%DC%2A%77%88%2%80">段感情，总带着愧疚，知道自己永远不可能补救<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D%D5%F4%85%AA%B%20">男人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D5%D2%3F%D5%AA%6%50">确再没有能力处理好第二段感情。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%12%D4%43%B2%B8%F%20">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%A2%D%06%1F%AA%D%90">婚姻有很糟糕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D0%D4%39%80%AA%6%30">开始，患得患失，疑心重重，再怎么尽力，也没法做到坦然幸福。”

    如果对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%42%D5%9F%57%88%DA%10">个男人苦苦痴缠八年，大概也能算爱吧。眼看对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%0D%D1%46%4A%95%D6%40">来说最大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%7C%D4%CF%2D%AA%6%30">障碍已经不复存在，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%89%D6%79%69%95%DB%30">当然不愿意就此放弃。可是谁能想到，终于修成正果结婚，并不意味着童话般<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%C%DF%A8%CA%AA%6%80">幸福生活从此开始。婚姻来得如此不如意，希望有多大，失望便有多大，强烈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%57%D3%27%60%AA%B%40">爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%6%D1%0D%0A%88%2%50">旦落空，不可避免地转换成同等份量<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D8%D5%72%1C%AA%B%20">恨，这大概正是季方平在房子问题上表现得毫不退让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%B4%D0%B9%B6%AA%B%70">原因。

    停了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%9A%D6%B2%F7%88%F%20">会儿，任世晏惨淡地笑：“是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%BA%D2%B%60%AA%6%50">，太晚了。小苒，今天爸爸把自己完全剖析给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%37%D4%FC%70%8D%CF%00">看，只希望<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%64%D1%56%F9%B8%F%70">能多少做到对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D2%D0%B0%2A%8D%CF%40">妈妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%D2%D6%8B%5%AA%D%10">承诺，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%FB%D3%5C%88%8D%CF%70">摆脱心底<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="http://my.jjwxc.net/gdc/gdcwap.php?c=%23%D3%76%98%AA%B%40">阴影，好好生活下去。”

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